About Me

Let me tell you a little about me. I am one of a kind. I can be your best friends or I can be your worst nightmare. I walk the walk and talk the talk, but sometimes the walk and the talk are fake. That's right, sometimes I can be fake. Why be rude or hurt feelings if you don't have to? It isn't hard to fake liking someone. My mother calls these instances my "Academy Award Performances!" Which brings me to, Yes, Bitch! I am one, I am proud of who I am and have becomes, and it has gotten me everything I've wanted in life. I am a strong woman. I don't like help, and I love being independent. I love my life. It hasn't always been easy, but it has never been boring. My husband still makes me laugh my ass off. He's a good man. I could burn dinner, ruin the laundry, and not clean anything for days, and he would still say I did a good job! A keeper for sure! When our song plays on the radio he texts me the radio station to turn to. He also pisses me off like no one in the world can. I'm a lucky lady! My kids are my world, they make life worth living to the fullest and have forced me to become a better person. It's just awesome being a wife and mother.

May 20, 2012

Angry and Hurt

By the people who are supposed to be "safe.". This week I'm good enough...Well, I'm not sure I want to be. I'm not even sure I want you as a friend. I was practically nothing when I needed you, and suddenly I'm allowed back in your life. How convenient for everyone BUT ME!

Again, I won't apologize for what I have, but I've spent years protecting my family from people who are hot and cold depending on my current "ranking" in their life. I don't need that. I've lived a lifetime of that behavior. I keep thinking I am choosing friends who will enhance my life, and I was/am wrong repeatedly.

I'll depend on myself, as usual, for support.

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